yep this is my journal .. i cant sleep right now becuz im sick and i just drank a whole carton of orange juice and like 2 water bottles and have to piss like crazy eh.. needa heel fast cuz i got dumbass gaurd tomorrow ..weeee cant wait to bake in the sun but eh its better then feeling like shit and depressed in my house watching tv all day .. nothins fun anymore. ive lost passion to draw anymore .. i used to be pretty good at doin it but eh now when ever i try to draw sumtin it looks like shit.. my hands have gotten shaky and its rlly pissin me off, cant draw a straight ass line grrrrrr . GAHHHH i just watched this movie called wristcutters .. eh that was pretty interesting . made me think kinda . anyway cant wait til this thursday . hopfully its good knews. that ther is sumthing wrong with me and that im not just completly lost my mind for no fuckin reason ... hmmm i know im crazy wtv . im just bitchin about my life, this is pointless.// answer your phone you butt !
ok for summm reason i cant check my messages on here
